BuRlEsQuE :)

Oh my goodness, I heard bad reviews about it, but I love it soooooooooo much!
And the songs are amazing to work out to. Cuz when you hear them all you want to do is move and dance. I wish that I could dance like that, and sing that awesome. I think its amazing. Maybe one day...
I have been so wrapped up in school and it has felt so good to just jump right into the work and learn as much as I have.
Lots Of Love
XOXO

Pain

I hate pain so much, physical pain, emotional pain, every type of pain sucks! The worst thing is when nothing helps make it better. Its so easy for someone to tell you to take a pain killer when something hurts, but somethings can't be healed with a pill. I know with me some physical aliments cannot be fixed by a pill. They can't even be calmed down by pills. Why is that? I think its because you need to learn how to deal with pain. And if you don't, it will completely consume you and take over your life. And once it has taken over your life its hard to regain it back. Trust me. I know.
XOXO

LiFe As I kNoW iT

I have decided that life is just a crazy messy thing. If you go through life tryin not to get messy then your gonna miss out on a lot of good things that life has to offer you.
I am gonna be making some BIG changes in my life and I can't wait. I am starting to get a new outlook on life its a take no sh** outlook. I don't want to deal with other people's issues or drama I just wanna deal with my life and the people in it.
AH LIFE IS AMAZING :)
XOXO

whats goin on?

I have a new obsession, its with zebra print lol. I want a zebra room.
Ha, I think it would be cool...with pink of course.
I have also decided that I should probably put some effort into loosing weight. I know I want to loose weight, I just don't want to put in the effort.
What do you guys do that helps you? I know a lot of people who are successful at it, but I just can't seem to get on the wagon to loose the weight. Blah.
School is going great, and this term is almost done! I can't believe it. OK yes I can, its been a lot of work but I can believe it lol. It is going by so fast, and I can't decide if that's a good thing or not.
XOXO

Just a Dreamer...

I love to dream. Dream about my future, and what it entails. I dream of my dream job. I dream of where I am going to be in ten years. I dream of what kind of mom I am going to be. I dream of what graduation day will be like when I get my associates, and then my bachelors. I dream of where I am going to live, what my house is gonna look like. When I get a good job what its going to be, what my nice car is going to look like.
I wanna live a life out of the ordinary...drive a hot pink FJ cruiser with only the best music blasting. Wearing only the best clothes, looking good. No more blemishes, and bein skinny and wearing high high heels turning heads where ever I go. Yup ahh I can't wait for the future its gonna rock :)

Dream on :) Don't Let ANYONE tell you that something is not possible, if you dream it you can do it.
More later!
XOXO